本文首发于《齐鲁晚报》2001年3月9日

带着李小凤给本报的道歉信，本报记者近日来到省女子劳教所，想听听与“法轮功”邪教组织决裂后的李小凤有些什么感悟。

李小凤与记者交流的话题还是从本报的那组引起“法轮功”分子围攻本报的报道说起。

　　看了报道很恼火

1998年4月1日，齐鲁晚报刊登了第一篇与法轮功有关的文章《请看看法轮功是咋回事》，李小凤等“法轮功”骨干分子感到很恼火。

李小凤觉得，报纸上说“法轮功”不好，作为一个练功者，要到报社理论一番，讨个说法。

李小凤是当时天桥区的“法轮功”辅导员，是“法轮功”的骨干分子。6月1日前，她率领手下的几个人共去了齐鲁晚报四趟，而在这之前近两个月的时间里，前来“讨说法”的“法轮功”练习者几乎每天都有。

　　鼓动围攻齐鲁晚报

说起怎么想起要去围攻齐鲁晚报，李小凤说：“李洪志不是说过吗，‘人家都说你是邪法了，你还不动？’” 　　5月30日晚上，他们在频频骚扰晚报不见成效以后，部分“辅导员”共10余人聚到一起商讨办法。他们的会址定在了工人新村北村幼儿园附近的一间屋子里，这里对外称做修理无线电生意，私底下却是“法轮功”分子聚会的场所。他们研究后认为，要让齐鲁晚报就范，就要“去的人再多一些”，“不达目的决不罢休！”

6月1日上午，根据这些骨干分子的部署，济南500余名“法轮功”练习者“自发、自愿”地汇聚到齐鲁晚报门口，虽然号称是“静坐”，但他们还是打出了几条横幅，以吸引更多过往的不明真相群众的注意力。

6月2日下午，李小凤未到单位上班，济南的“法轮功”骨干分子再次汇聚到工人新村北村幼儿园附近的小屋里开会，这次到会的人数达到20余人。

也许是第一次“出手”积累了经验，这一次大家的意见比较一致，认为齐鲁晚报的报道对“法轮功”有攻击性，他们鼓吹去维护“大法”，参加者将在境界上提高很多。他们认为第一次去的人还是太少，应该去更多的人，要向齐鲁晚报摊牌。

　　说“自发行为”，谁信？

6月3日，1000多名“法轮功”练习者又在齐鲁晚报门口静坐，这一次的规模比第一次大得多，让“法轮功”分子感到很得意，李小凤现在回忆说，当时影响很大，据说还因此出了车祸。李小凤说，这样的活动还说没有组织，谁能信？“我当时在里面与报社谈判，出来以后，我做了个手势，大家就开始散了。”李小凤说，“‘老学员’都很有号召力和示范作用。”

　　李小凤不过是个“马前卒”

虽然李小凤积极组织并参与“法轮功”围攻本报的行为，但她在这次行动中，仍然是个马前卒，围攻齐鲁晚报背后的一些内幕仍不知道。“法轮功”分子曾给本报参与批评“法轮功”报道的同志打来恐吓传呼，要他“看好自己的孩子”，穷凶极恶的本质暴露无遗，但李小凤表示至今对此事是谁做的还不清楚。

　　两度“护法”太荒唐

李小凤从1994年1月份就开始练“法轮功”了，1999年9月，她第一次到北京“护法”，被遣送回原籍后，年迈的父母把她关在屋里，一直关了一个多月，但1999年12月一放出来，她又撇下卧床的父亲去了北京。

这一次回来后，她被收进了省女子劳教所。起初，管教干警的教育她一句也听不进去，2000年12月份，在各级领导及管教干警的耐心教育和帮教团的帮助下，她开始认识到自己的荒唐和“法轮功”的邪教本质。

　　“法轮功”邪到头了

现在的李小凤终于看明白了真相。她说，“法轮功”宣扬“真善忍”，实际上他们哪一点也没做到。她结合自己说——

真？明明很多活动都是有组织的，却说是自发的，这是真吗？善？老父亲患有冠心病、关节炎、贫血，躺在床上起不来，作为父母最疼爱的小女儿，还是一头扎到北京去了。连对自己的父母都如此漠视，这能叫善？忍？有人说一句李洪志的坏话，就“噌”地蹦了起来，这怎么能叫忍？

李小凤说：“李洪志的骗术很高明，我在没有察觉的情况下走上了弯路。”

她说：“‘法轮功’已经邪到头了，也走到头了。”

　　李小凤期待明天

李小凤说，练“法轮功”的时候，觉得自己是神人，别人都是凡人，自己跟别人不一样。现在的心情与以前大不相同，现在明白自己仍然是个普通人。“如果单位还要我，我还想回去上班。如果单位不要我了，我愿意自己找个工作，争取能对社会做点有益的工作，弥补以前的过失。”李小凤对自己的明天充满信心。

（齐鲁晚报　2001年3月9日）

　　Truth about how Falun Gong instigates practitioners to besiege office of QEN

Recently our reporter came to the Female Labor Camp of Shandong Province with Li Xiaofeng's letter for apology to share her feeling and thinking after she has broken away from the cult organization Falun Gong.

Li Xiaofeng began her talk with the reporter with the series reports by Qilu Evening Newspaper (QEN) that had led to the besiegement of it by Falun Gong members.

Angry with the reports

On April 1 1998 Qilu Evening Newspaper published the first article about Falun Gong entitled "Take a Look at What's Going on with Falun Gong" which irritated some core members of Falun Gong including Li Xiaofeng.

Li Xiaofeng decided that as a Falun Gong practitioner she should go to the newspaper seeking an explanation since it had criticized Falun Gong.

Li Xiaofeng a core member of Falun Gong was a tutor in Tianqiao District of Jinan at that time. She had been to Qilu Evening Newspaper for four times with several followers by June 1. During the two months or so before that Falun Gong practitioners came here to "seek an explanation" nearly every day.

Instigating to Besiege the Office of Qilu Evening Newspaper

"Li Hongzhi once said 'Why don't you take actions when they are calling us cult? ' " said Li Xiaofeng recalling how she thought of besieging the office of Qilu Evening Newspaper. Seeing that their repeated disturbance of the newspaper had no effects some of the tutors had a meeting on the evening of May 30 to discuss new ways. They took a room near the kindergarten of the Northern Worker's New Village as their venue that was actually a place for Falun Gong members to gather disguised as a shop to repair wireless devices ostensibly. It was decided in the meeting that more people should come to press Qilu Evening Newspaper to give in and that they would not stop until they reached their objectives.

More than 500 Falun Gong practitioners in Jinan assembled "voluntarily and willingly" in front of the building of Qilu Evening Newspaper under the arrangements of these core members on the morning of June 1. They put up several banners to attract the passers-by who knew nothing about the truth though they claimed to "sit still".

Some Falun Gong core members in Jinan gathered again in the same room near the kindergarten of the Northern Worker's New Village on the afternoon of June 2. This time more than 20 people took part in the meeting including Li Xiaofeng who didn't go to work that day.

The participants at this meeting reached a consensus perhaps based on the experiences of the first "performance". They decided that the reports by Qilu Evening Newspaper meant to attack Falun Gong and they also disseminated that those who took part in protecting Dafa would promote to a much higher level. They further decided that the number of people who took part in the first action was still far from enough so this time more people should go there and show their cards in front of the newspaper.

Do you believe that this is a voluntary action?

More than 1000 Falun Gong practitioners gathered again and sat still in front of the office of Qilu Evening Newspaper on June 3. The Falun Gong members were proud of their success because the number of participants was much more than that of last time. Li Xiaofeng recalled that it had great impacts at that time and it was said that a car accident had occurred at the scene. She said who would believe that such a large gethering without organizing? "When I came out after I had finished negotiating with the newspaper inside I gave a sign and all the people left there." Li Xiaofeng said " 'Old practitioners' have their influences and can play a model role."

Li Xiaofeng is but the cat's pawn

Although she had actively organized and participated in the activities to besiege us Li Xiaofeng is but the cat's pawn unaware of  the operations behind the scene. A Falun Gong member once sent a threatening paging message to one of our reporters writing the news criticizing Falun Gong telling him to "watch out your own child" and thus exposing their extremely vicious nature. Li Xiaofeng doesn't know who did it even at present.

Ridiculous to "protect Fa" twice

Li Xiaofeng began to practice Falun Gong in January 1994. Her parents locked her home for over a month after she was sent back in September 1999 from Beijing where she had gone to "protect Fa". However she went to Beijing again in December leaving his father sick in bed.

This time she was put into the Female Labor Camp of Shandong Province when she came back. She didn't accept a word of the police there at the beginning. It was in December 2000 that she began to realize her ridiculousness and the cult nature of Falun Gong through patient education by the leaders at various levels and police and the Help Center.

Falun Gong can't be eviler

Now Li Xiaofeng has got to know the truth at last. She said Falun Gong was preaching "Truth Compassion and Forbearance" yet it had complied with none of them. She said with her own experiences as following ----

"Truth? It's obvious that a lot of activities have been organized deliberately but claimed to be voluntary. Is this truth? Compassion? As the beloved youngest daughter she left home to Beijing with her old father suffering from coronary heart disease arthritis and anemia lying in bed. Can it be called compassion to disregard one's own parents? Forbearance? How can it be called forbearance if you jump up in the air whenever you hear unpleasant words about Li Hongzhi?"

"Li Hongzhi is so good at cheating that I walked on a wrong road unconsciously." said Li Xiaofeng.

"Falun Gong can't be eviler and can't go ahead any more." She further added.

Li Xiaofeng is expecting the future

Li Xiaofeng told us that she felt herself extraordinary while others ordinary when she practiced Falun Gong. Now she feels in an entirely different way and understands that she herself is just one of the common people. "I want to go back to work if I'm allowed. Otherwise I want to find out a new job so that I can do something useful for the society to compensate my past faults." Now Li Xiaofeng is full of confidence in her future.

(Qilu Evening Newspaper March 9 2001)